KHALSA AID INTERNATIONAL

''Why not you??????''

When i think about 21 century global world fully lashed with technologies,delivering comforts at your doorsteps,all the luxuries just in a wink. So there's no doubt to say that humans are now gratified, no malady only joie de vivre.

No,still there are some corners which are dark in themselves, we don't have the sword to fight against cynicism,Natural calamities,Terrorism,Global warming, Degrading
environment, lawlessness, Illness, Paucity, Underdevelopment, Brutality, Human trafficking, Female Foeticide, exploitation- many and many more Horrors of this Cosmopoliton world.
Going through my news feed on Facebook i found something so astonishing that i couldn't control myself from sharing it at this platform.


    Its an world wide effort to help and work for protecting humankind Anti socials Around the seas are busy dividing human race on various grounds but what unites us is the feeling that we are all alike,no matter where you belong from i would feel the same pain as your senses would, I would have same smile of joy like you nothing different.
   The thought which disturbs me the most how could we, the 'HOMO SAPIENS', modified mammals evolved from Homo erectus disintegrate our only surviving species of genus.HOMO.
  Studies reveal that on an average, in terms of DNA sequence, each human is 99.5% similar to the another human. I deny the fact that remaining 0.5% could develop hatred for each other.

KHALSA AID INTERNATIONAL is uniting diverse roots. Khalsa aid organization has been supporting the Syrian refugees since 2014 in Lebanon, Greece and Turkey.

''Dildar and a Yezidi disabled kid''



This is Dildar, a refugee and disabled Kid, is an Yezidi.
Yezidi has to vacant their homes when 'ISIS' took over the control in 2014.

'KHALSA AID INTERNATIONAL' is providing special assistance to Dildar every month and supporting several disabled children in various refugee camps in ''Iraq''.
Moreover, the organization is highly concerned about environment. Every moment we are adding more and more particulates to the living matter around us and hampering the normal living conditions.

Serving and rescuing the Texas flood victims providing bread and butter with a smile that Symbolises a big hope to mankind.

''There's a life ahead every disaster.''

Just going through the complete profile KHALSA AID INTERNATIONAL i didn't even realized 40 minutes have passed and I have been feeling proud of every passed minutes.
Blessed that instead of dark clouds of gloomy days there are still so many bright waves- ''THE KHALSA AID INTERNATIONAL''.











ONE BODY TWO SOULS ONE LIFE


I saw the same dream tonight ,you were smiling,laughing,gazing at me,murmuring the same song in my ears every line of it terrified me and at the same time it was killing me deep inside. My heart was so heavy that I couldn't even lift my eyes up to face you. The blood from your that wound was dropping on my floor. Still that lesion was fresh same as that was year back. Stop conquering my nights. Stop petrifying me. Don't fill my world with the sound of your silence. Every drop of your vital fluid was staining my floor red and every passing second was eliminating me from living world. I know you have that aversion for me as I was the reason that made you lapse by every passing day. I could have given you a reason . You were longing for me in those days of your life. My old memories,photographs,those sound clips ,torn pages of write ups ,gifts,even those gift wraps - was all that you had but I was gone , I left you as sun leaves the sky at night .You didn't accepted my evacuation you still wanted me to answer you for my conclusion, I departed without any counterclaim. Years passed by and we both moved on , but something changed me ,forever that evening , I received a call from an unknown number that said ,"she's no more ". My hands were shivering and my heart pumping fast ,whole body turned into ice,my dry eyes were rolling down tears. I hanged the phone and had no guts to face this world . I didn't even went to her funeral because I lacked that spirit . I wondered what would have happened to her and with a resolution I called up her parents and expressed grief,they told me she stabbed herself with a knife . I was shocked. Why would have she done that ? Was she stressed ? Or what else could have been the reason? So many questions puzzled me for months and left me without any proclamation. Hours would pass like minutes and sometimes even minutes would feel like hours. My intellect was overpowered by the doubt was she in depression because of me ? My senses would say ,"no ,it's been eight years that we were separated,she didn't even cared about that,she was enjoying her life ,full of dynamism,success ..everything that one aspires for". Again I was left with same controversy-the mystery of her suicide. Every night I would dream,she would come sit on my rocking chair ,look at me and sometimes ask me to look at her. My days were filled with fright,I would wake up with that panic which my perception was perceiving every day. My real life and those virtual horrors mere mixing up I couldn't concentrate,my every breath seemed to be hefty and I was taken into another world of unsolved issues. She would search for me,she would scream loudly,shout,laugh and sing the same song that I once sung for her I started hating that song but I had no solution to it. Sometimes I would ask her what she wants but she would never reply and peep through the corners of her eyes,as if she wants to say I want you. Those black eyes with thick eyelashes once fantasised me but now filled me up with anguish I had great disliking for them. Her intentions weren't to harm me but she was just living her life in my dreams. That life which she herself ended. In my every dream she would wake up and with great zest heal up and smile. I had no choice no solution . It's 7:00 am , sun is at its peak. A new day I woke up from the terror last night and she went to sleep. It's the same everyday how it goes on. One body two souls living one life together in a way no one could ever thought of .

CLOSED EYES


His tongue tangling between his teeth, eyes focused, eyebrows concentrating and mind playing with random thoughts. I could read him , he probably has no idea I have control over his illusions.
The world he was imagining was my endless journey.

Those four corners were witnessing the bliss of love, those rains brought with them showers of those smiles which i was waiting for.
"Where are you lost?" He would ask innocently with that childish tone- monotonous but deep.
I would just wake up from my tales hitting my head and say," I'm here only, Its good".
"I like this color more than the previous one," making every possibly perfect stroke , he would murmur his counterclaims but I was cold , frozen in his eyes. I preferred to read his lips more than hearing him.
Getting into his box- without letting him know.
He held my hand with his.
I was puzzled, my mind was questioning me, how could someone love me? , Is it true or just a game of betrayl, is it seriously that warm? Or just the winter afternoon's fake sun.
I would shut those riddles down but my closed eyes won't give me answers. But that kiss on my hands with his eyes closed- gave me all assertions.
"It's done , how's it?".
The excitement and zest in his voice,turned me to look at him.
"It's good, just perfect like you".
The color by which he painted my nails would shed but the answers to all my questions would never.
They would live in me and even my closed  eyes would memerize that kiss on my hand again and again.

KEDARNATH TRAGEDY


कितना कुछ मैंने देखा

क्या क्या मैंने झेला

कैसे बयां करूं वो काली बेला

अब क्या इस धरा पर है रखा

उस दिन समा था कुछ अलग

रो रो कर बिखर रहा था हर कण

गरजते मेघ रुके ना किसी के लिए एक क्षण

देखी मैंने खड़े खड़े बर्बादी की वो झलक

हर तरफ लोग डूब रहे थे

कुछ चीख पुकार रहे थे

मगर सब जाकर समा रहे थे

उस खौफनाक काले ताल में

मैंने दिल से पुकार लगाई

उस अल्लाह के दरबार में

ना जाने क्यों मेरी आवाज़ कुछ न कर पाई

उस जल प्रलय के खौफ में

क्यूं था मैं केवल वृक्ष एक जो

ना कुछ बोल सका

ना रो कर अपना दर्द दिखा सका

काश मैं होता मानव तो बचा लेता हर एक को

मुझे एक डूबते बालक ने पकड़ा

हाथ अपना उसने जोर से जकड़ा

किया उसने बचने का हर एक प्रयास

काश वो बच जाता यही थी मेरी आस

मगर भगवान को कुछ और ही मंजूर था

छूट गया उसका हाथ

मेरे भी कई साथी छोड़ कर चले गए

स्वर्ग सी इस देवभूमि को

नाजाने क्यूं मेरे जैसे कुछ रह गए

झेलने के लिए इस दर्द भरे सैलाब को

जाने कितने चले गए उस अंधेरी रात में

मां बाप बच्चे छूट गए उन पहाड़ों की तंग राहों में

रोते बिलखते छूट गए अपने

चकना चूर हो गए वो चार धाम के सपने

जाने कितने दिन बीत गए

उस अंधेरी रात को

घर बार सुख सब छूट गए

कैसे बताऊं पहाड के दर्द को

जाने कब घर बसेंगे

क्या बुझे दीपक फिर जलेंगे

अब कैसे ये जख्म भरेंगे

 पर अब भी आस है

अपने बिछड़े जरूर मिलेंगे ।

NOT IN YOU 


How can you sleep when I'm still awake?

How can you breathe when I'm choking in open air

How can you smile when I'm dying inside?

How can you relax when I'm not fine?

I know all your promises were fake,

The dreams which i saw were all nightmares.

You broke me again and again

Still I'm okay with that pain

You evacuated me and what I'm left with is just me.

Ya

Just me

And still you don't care

C'mon just understand

I too have a heart

Don't hurt

Just don't

Stop , understand , realise

I would be gone too far in no time

No matter how hard it's for me to live without my life.

I would never utter a single word

Won't tell you how much it hurts

I won't love the lights again

For me those dark rooms would be heaven

Im sitting in one corner

Waiting for you to turn

But

You won't you can't

You are the mirror I'm looking into

But

You don't reflect me back

Because

I'm with you but not in you

I'm in front of you but not in you

I'm in your days but not in you

I'm in every minute of your life but not in you

Because

I'm in your life but I'm not your life.