Before you swipe right.

Today I prefer to date myself else than dating a guy.
I'll put on my comfy t-shirt else than those sensous skirts.
I won't put on any of those filters- those eyeliners and hot red shades.
Let it be just me the real actual me.
I won't dim those lights, let it be the brightest corner today.
I won't play those warming tunes because just for one day I want to listen to my heartbeats.
I'll pick up my favourite magazine and pour down my favorite drinks,let my conscience feed on peace toady.
I'll teach my brain those lessons of morals, which read out that ,
"It's important to love yourself before you start digging for love on this planet. It's important to date yourself before you swipe right.
It's important to please your soul before you want someone to please you.
Let it be today at least for just those 10 minutes , spend some time with your self and love yourself the way you want to be loved ."

Unheard Screams

Just wanna cross these lands and leave the worlds that have been hurting me on

Don't wanna see those faces

Those absurd inhuman races

For just one day I want all problems to escape

My life now looks like a broken landscape

This love come along the way with hatred

I'm mommy's brave heart who's all afraid

I hate this loneliness

These moments kill me

Just don't wanna scroll over

What went wrong

I went for a way that was a dream

Where I'm now I cry I scream

Lost n lost

I hate what love brought

Ocean of tears n heart felt drought

I know it's way too long

Still I just get along

I'm a stranger now to my soul

Fake smiles

Hidden lies

Forgetting me

Healing you

I'm just a big fool

A poor soul

 

love quotes by ''ANSHIKA SHARMA''

QUOTES BY ANSHIKA SHARMA

KHALSA AID INTERNATIONAL

''Why not you??????''

When i think about 21 century global world fully lashed with technologies,delivering comforts at your doorsteps,all the luxuries just in a wink. So there's no doubt to say that humans are now gratified, no malady only joie de vivre.

No,still there are some corners which are dark in themselves, we don't have the sword to fight against cynicism,Natural calamities,Terrorism,Global warming, Degrading
environment, lawlessness, Illness, Paucity, Underdevelopment, Brutality, Human trafficking, Female Foeticide, exploitation- many and many more Horrors of this Cosmopoliton world.
Going through my news feed on Facebook i found something so astonishing that i couldn't control myself from sharing it at this platform.


    Its an world wide effort to help and work for protecting humankind Anti socials Around the seas are busy dividing human race on various grounds but what unites us is the feeling that we are all alike,no matter where you belong from i would feel the same pain as your senses would, I would have same smile of joy like you nothing different.
   The thought which disturbs me the most how could we, the 'HOMO SAPIENS', modified mammals evolved from Homo erectus disintegrate our only surviving species of genus.HOMO.
  Studies reveal that on an average, in terms of DNA sequence, each human is 99.5% similar to the another human. I deny the fact that remaining 0.5% could develop hatred for each other.

KHALSA AID INTERNATIONAL is uniting diverse roots. Khalsa aid organization has been supporting the Syrian refugees since 2014 in Lebanon, Greece and Turkey.

''Dildar and a Yezidi disabled kid''

This is Dildar, a refugee and disabled Kid, is an Yezidi.
Yezidi has to vacant their homes when 'ISIS' took over the control in 2014.

'KHALSA AID INTERNATIONAL' is providing special assistance to Dildar every month and supporting several disabled children in various refugee camps in ''Iraq''.
Moreover, the organization is highly concerned about environment. Every moment we are adding more and more particulates to the living matter around us and hampering the normal living conditions.

Serving and rescuing the Texas flood victims providing bread and butter with a smile that Symbolises a big hope to mankind.

''There's a life ahead every disaster.''

Just going through the complete profile KHALSA AID INTERNATIONAL i didn't even realized 40 minutes have passed and I have been feeling proud of every passed minutes.

Blessed that instead of dark clouds of gloomy days there are still so many bright waves- ''THE KHALSA AID INTERNATIONAL''.

ONE BODY TWO SOULS ONE LIFE

I saw the same dream tonight ,you were smiling,laughing,gazing at me,murmuring the same song in my ears every line of it terrified me and at the same time it was killing me deep inside. My heart was so heavy that I couldn't even lift my eyes up to face you. The blood from your that wound was dropping on my floor. Still that lesion was fresh same as that was year back. Stop conquering my nights. Stop petrifying me. Don't fill my world with the sound of your silence. Every drop of your vital fluid was staining my floor red and every passing second was eliminating me from living world. I know you have that aversion for me as I was the reason that made you lapse by every passing day. I could have given you a reason . You were longing for me in those days of your life. My old memories,photographs,those sound clips ,torn pages of write ups ,gifts,even those gift wraps - was all that you had but I was gone , I left you as sun leaves the sky at night .You didn't accepted my evacuation you still wanted me to answer you for my conclusion, I departed without any counterclaim. Years passed by and we both moved on , but something changed me ,forever that evening , I received a call from an unknown number that said ,"she's no more ". My hands were shivering and my heart pumping fast ,whole body turned into ice,my dry eyes were rolling down tears. I hanged the phone and had no guts to face this world . I didn't even went to her funeral because I lacked that spirit . I wondered what would have happened to her and with a resolution I called up her parents and expressed grief,they told me she stabbed herself with a knife . I was shocked. Why would have she done that ? Was she stressed ? Or what else could have been the reason? So many questions puzzled me for months and left me without any proclamation. Hours would pass like minutes and sometimes even minutes would feel like hours. My intellect was overpowered by the doubt was she in depression because of me ? My senses would say ,"no ,it's been eight years that we were separated,she didn't even cared about that,she was enjoying her life ,full of dynamism,success ..everything that one aspires for". Again I was left with same controversy-the mystery of her suicide. Every night I would dream,she would come sit on my rocking chair ,look at me and sometimes ask me to look at her. My days were filled with fright,I would wake up with that panic which my perception was perceiving every day. My real life and those virtual horrors mere mixing up I couldn't concentrate,my every breath seemed to be hefty and I was taken into another world of unsolved issues. She would search for me,she would scream loudly,shout,laugh and sing the same song that I once sung for her I started hating that song but I had no solution to it. Sometimes I would ask her what she wants but she would never reply and peep through the corners of her eyes,as if she wants to say I want you. Those black eyes with thick eyelashes once fantasised me but now filled me up with anguish I had great disliking for them. Her intentions weren't to harm me but she was just living her life in my dreams. That life which she herself ended. In my every dream she would wake up and with great zest heal up and smile. I had no choice no solution . It's 7:00 am , sun is at its peak. A new day I woke up from the terror last night and she went to sleep. It's the same everyday how it goes on. One body two souls living one life together in a way no one could ever thought of .